He described his inability to continue writing: "Add to those pages, Ernesto's breakthrough to his true calling, and you would in fact, have the complete story of his adolescence. When Saba completed four episodes, concluding with Ernesto's confession to his mother, he wrote a one-page explanation for the reader that interrupts the narrative. He planned to continue the story through Ernesto's adolescence to his discovery of poetry, which would be his life's work, and his first experience of love. When he shared a few pages by mail with his daughter Linuccia, he included "paranoid instructions" for protecting and returning the draft. Still struggling against depression, he moved home to Trieste. He read selections to other residents of the Roman asylum where he was living when he started writing in 1953. He wrote: "I knew as soon as I'd written the first sentence that this wouldn't be for publication." He allowed only a select few to read his manuscript. Mindful of how his treatment of same-sex relations would offend most readers in Italy in the 1950s, Saba did not plan to publish this work. "They could have been two puppies, who instead of wagging their tails were smiling at each other." Ernesto says he has just turned 17 and the other boy, Emilio called "Ilio", is 15 and a half and a more talented violin student than Ernesto. They meet by chance the next day, discovering they have the same violin teacher. That night Ernesto attends a violin recital and at intermission sees a beautiful boy a bit younger than himself but fails to locate him at the end of the concert. His mother succeeds in arranging for his employer to rehire Ernesto, who then reveals his sexual history to his mother to avoid taking up his clerk's post again. Ending his employment will also end his casual encounters with "the man" at work. He resents his employer and resigns his post with an insulting letter. He becomes resentful about being overworked, though he refuses to share tasks with a younger assistant. His tentative approach to manhood is reflected in a visit to the barber where he has his first shave, though he hardly seems to need it.
He imagines a different life for himself, perhaps as an adored concert violinist, though he lacks talent. Ernesto also has one experience with a female prostitute. Their roles reflect classical models, with the older man insisting that since he has a beard he must be the active partner in intercourse. He has his first sexual experiences on several occasions with a 28-year-old laborer identified as "the man".
He adopts leftist political views, partly out of conviction and partly to needle Wilder. When he was thirteen, he spent a perfect summer reading the Arabian Nights. He and his mother rely on the charity of relatives, whose control Ernesto resents. Ernesto, a 16-year-old apprentice clerk to a flour merchant named Wilder, lives with his mother and aunt.
On the professional front, she is waiting for the release of 'Saani Kaayidham' alongside Selvaraghavan.The events in the novel take place in the course of a month in 1898 in Trieste. This photo is currently going viral on social media platforms and her fans are filling the comments section with hearts. She captioned the image, " One of my sunset diaries ". Recently she posted a gorgeous photo of herself captured in Spain where she can be seen posing with a coffee mug while the sunbeam adds beauty to the picture. This beauty queen has a habit of posting photos with no makeup. Since then Keerthy Suresh is busy with back to back films and her fan base seems to grow day by day. She also received national awards for portraying the role of Savithri in this film. The film 'Mahanati' which trees the life story of Nadiyagar Thilagam Savithri gave her a breakthrough in the Tamil and Telugu film industries. Though the film was not a commercial hit, she gained recognition and starred in two back to back films with Sivakarthikeyan.
Keerthy Suresh made her Tamil debut through AL Vijay' film 'Idhu Enna Maayam' (2015), opposite Vikram Prabhu. She posted a new photo on her Instagram handle and the no-makeup queen who is kissed by the sunbeam looks dapper and angelic.
Keerthy Suresh who is relishing the success of Rajinikanth's 'Annaatthe' is currently having a break and is enjoying the sunsets.